Two weeks in a row... This could become a thing… Today I would like to talk about family. Many of us, myself included, came from extremely supportive families. However, many of us were not so lucky. So, what is a family? In my case, it was pretty nuclear. I have a mom and a dad. They have now been married for 33 years. I have one younger sister, who over the years has become one of my best friends. Do we both get annoyed with each other? Heck yeah but, I know that she will always be there. I actually read an article a while back that talked about the longest relationships in our lives and for those of us who have siblings, they are by far the longest relationship that any of us will ever have. Like others, I have also been blessed with some amazing friends and when living in Oxford, OH, a state away from my family, , some of those friends were as close as family. Friends from home and college are also branches of my family and in some ways may know me better than my biological family. My sister and I also have lots of Aunts, Uncles, and cousins. Some are closer than others but, they are also our family,. So, as you look around your life think about who you have brought into your own family. It could be a husband, a wife, a child, a teacher, a student, a best friend, a pet, a co-worker or, just someone who makes you laugh. Enjoy your weekends and your family!!

Parenthood is a show that I have avoided for years, even after my friend Sarah spoke highly of it. The hour primetime drama is a show about the Braverman family, a Berkeley based family with two parents, a few years older than my parents and their four children who range in age from early thirties to early forties. At times it has an OC, Sisters, or Friday Night Lights vibe. There is Adam, the oldest and most responsible child, his wife Christina and their children; Hattie, the teenager, Max, the child with Asperger’s, and Nora, the baby. Adams sister Sarah has two children, an addict X husband, and a number of dates. Crosby is the next Braverman. He finds out about the existence of a son in the first episode of the series and continues to have a close relationship with his son’s mother even after some turbulence in their relationship. Then finally there is Julia, the youngest and apart from Adam the most responsible member of the family. She is married to a stay at home husband, Joel and the two of them have a daughter and plan to adopt a son. The show is dramatic and funny in a nice way. Nearly all of the actors have carried their own shows in the past and it is nice to see the actors function so cohesively. You start to believe that they are a real family and leave behind their past roles. In the world of Netflix, I give it a 4 and am not even done with season three…

Patient’s is a virtue-- Everyone has met their very own version of Mother Teresa. A person who has patients of a saint, is always looking to a better future and who has abiding faith. Faith in what? Just faith, faith in people, in situations, in life and in themselves. All of us who may have faith in a few of these areas look on in amazement. How can you be that positive? Some would say that this level of faith is a lack of realism or just dismiss the overall level of positive force as unreal but, for those who wish to attain this kind of clarity it is just inspiring.

Don’t say you’re sorry, just don’t do it! This is the most simple and elegant concept that my Mom repeated time and time again throughout my childhood. After all, there is no need to apologize if a transgression had not actually occurred. consequently, we were a lot more deliberate about what we said and did. How great would it be if this were the case in today’s culture? “Sorry that I had an affair.” Sorry that I cheated you out of millions.” Sorry that I made that sex tape.” What if these things were just not done? What if we just didn’t do it?

Strengths-- When things come easy or naturally to you there is not always that built in motivation to work harder. However, this is just what positive psychologists and the creators of Gallop’s Strengths Finder had in mind. The test examines your aptitude over 32 predictor types and once you are done, the computer generates your five top strengths. The thought behind your top five strengths is so that you can maximize those predictors and in turn, enhance your overall aptitude. Are you experiencing some cognitive dissidence? If you are, you are not alone. Many individuals who take the test would prefer to receive their bottom five results, with the thought that those are the areas that they should truly be working on, to become a better person. When they receive their top five they tend to dismiss them. “These are things that I am already doing well.” However, that is the entire point. When you would bring home a report card with all A’s and one C, which grade drew the attention from your parents? Well naturally it was that C. In many houses the A’s may not have even been mentioned. Is a C the end of the world? No. Is it still important? Yes. However were the 6 A’s just as important? Again, Yes. The same holds true for Strengths. Say that you are a really positive person, should you say, “the heck with that, I want to be analytical.” Not necessarily. You could instead use your positive attitude to influence your desire to become more analytical. You see, use what you are already good at to be better across the board!

If at first you don’t succeed, try try again. Words to live by whether it be for an exorcise regiment, a project that you are trying to get off of the ground or, for a reluctant blog writer. I’m back again in hopes that this blog can become a part of my regular routine. Why do I care about keeping a blog? Shouldn’t someone like me have better ways to spend my time? The answers to these questions go hand and hand. I love to write. I love to explore ideas. Finally, if we are being completely honest, I’m a bit narcissistic. As are many writers and especially blog writers. Sure, I care about others. I love people, whether they be my best friends or, fascinating strangers but, I also love my self. I do not love myself in a completely arrogant way, that I think that I am always right. nor do I think that I am the greatest person on the planet. I am referring to a healthy level of self-respect and outward confidence. A love that means that I am both comfortable as the center of attention, as well as being equally comfortable fading into the background. My narcissism allows me to invite myself into a meeting that is by invitation only. To launch a new initiative without reservation and to make calculated risks to align my life on a certain path. This is the kind of narcissism that I endorse in my friends, my former students, and the awesome little nieces and nephews in my life.

Begin Again

Once again, I shirked my blog writing responsibilities.  This is why throughout my life I have never been able to keep a journal.  For those of you who dabble in human behavior or the artistic science of psychology and know me, you will know that this is because I am an external processer.  In fact, I sometimes do not know the  full extent of my thoughts until I am telling another person.  This of course means that I am chatty.  Not exactly in an Andie McPhee (Get that Dawson’s Creek fans) way of being chatty, but I definitely am a person who enjoys the good conversation. 

So, now I have broken one of the cardinal laws of blog writing, I’ve made this post way to Vanessa centric.  Let’s take it back a bit.  This blog suffers from a lack of identity.  It is not about cooking or fassion.  It is not about travel or athletic training.  It just exists as a mish-mash of thoughts, with a strong beginning, that of guide dog training.  Going back to me for a second, it is a metaphor.  The blog  is struggling to find a voice, as I am trying to figure out where I am going with my life.  I do not mean this in a self-help kind of way, it is just that right now, I am looking for what I want to do next.  I enjoy my job but, is it forever?  I like to write but, am not a writer.  Should I be looking to buy a house?  What do I care about?  These are my current questions. 

As the blog suggests, I am one of those positive people.  My glass is half full, my glasses are rose colored, and I believe in everything working out for the best!  A friend of mine who also appreciates alliteration actually came up with the name for the blog and I loved it from the start.  For anyone who reads this, thanks for sticking with it as I come up with a new perpetually positive path.